death

if you do love her, can you just stop be a manipulative maniac? She is your girlfriend, the special one. So please.......... stop telling her that she is special but you never treated her like one. she is your girlfriend. Not your puppet. you can't treat her like a princess only when you're bored or literally have nothing to do. where's your effort you always shows her when you was trying so hard to get her and her attention? why did you stop showing her your efforts? she is a human and obviously, she's in love with you. it doesn't meant that she loves you and you can do anything to her. please.......... if you don't want to show efforts, show her some concern about her feelings. stop puppet-ing her...

So, i decided to delete all of my entries. and, i already deleted those entries. Its not like i don't want to cherish those memories or just let it all go away, but its just about living in a new life with a new people and a new me. lets just say that all those shits were actually something and currently nothing. lets the memories live in its own world and let me live my life in this world.